autorejoin | ((Memory #30, Negative/Trivial))

► Cutting to remember who he is. (Chapter 106, Pages 19-24, Chapter 107, Pages 27-28)

What Happened:

*Katou is cutting himself with Shiranui, Uriel snatches the katana away from him suddenly*

Uriel: "What in the world are you doing?! What foolishness are you up to?!" *notices cuts up and down Katou's side and arm* "! …What's with those scars?!"

Katou: "Beat it."

Uriel: "How many times have you been cutting yourself like that?! Besides that, that form on your arm is!! Is that the way you reject this organization? By hurting yourself‼"

Katou: "It can't be helped… That Kira… The wound he inflicted on me couldn't heal, and it rotted away…! So I got Riette to stick this thing to my rotted shoulder. It's good. My body will become even tougher in the future." *thinking* "That Riette was interested in carrying out experiments on my rotten arm…! How many times has she already operated on it…" "He's the one… Who is restricted. When I experienced that period of pain installing this… I thought it was so that I can now finally protect my own face. But the pain I experienced then… Is now only making me concentrate on keeping this form…!"

Uriel: "This is no joke‼ I want you to board the ship immediately‼ We will return you to the ground where you can get medical treatment for your arm! Messiah…!"

*Katou swings his katana in front of Uriel's from behind him, stopping Uriel dead in his tracks.*

Katou: "Don't butt your nose into other people's business. Or I'll kill you."

Uriel: "Yue…‼"

Katou: "The reason I turned into this monster was so that I could stay on and fight with you all! I leave, then it's completely over, this shitty life I have. Mudou knows that I can bail out at any time… But he still doesn't treat me any differently…! Then there's that Kira…! He laughs at me all the time, but he really pities me…! That's right! I changed for their sake‼ I'm here… Because I promised Mudou, because I promised Kira‼ And no one is gonna stop me! Not even you‼ That's why… This can no longer be for his sake…‼ I… I am now fighting for my own sake. I beg of you…‼ I don't… want to die again like the piece of shit that I was‼ So because of that…! Please don't let my soul wither away…‼ I can't even remember… The things that I'm afraid of… Or the things I want to protect…" *thinking* "Feels just like that time when I couldn't… remember who I was." "I'm losing everything I treasure, bit by bit…! I'm really losing it this time, aren't I? Haa haaa… I don't even know why my body is my body in this shape anymore…‼ I'm slowly forgetting everything that is important to me…!"

Uriel: "Yue…‼"

Learned/Effects:
• [PLACEHOLDER]

(Game #91, Day 113)
Shareable: Yes. (2/5 Uses Taken— Self, Yayoi.)
Taken: Yes.
Memory Format: Turquoise raver candy necklaces. Each "bead" is a brightly colored candy mouse.